Am I Myself Lately????
Hm........ I don think I am myself lately...... Though kind to act as though nothing has happen??? But can I???? I think not............ Even my friend can see it....... Well, wat happen a few days ago has really hit me real hard..... I don think I am in the clear yet also...... Still acting kind of weird..... Hm....... At least, there are 2 thing that brought me back from the dead........ Maybe, I should try to forget about the whole thing.... But can I????? For 2 years le........... And, though my brain say yes, my heart is quite the opposite saying this can't be it....... Well...... There the problem...... Maybe, time will heal my feelings....... The only thing i can do now is to remove all the emotions in me and take 1 step at a thing......
Even, my closest friend ask me whether I have a stead or not....... After all this years of being mistaken as a couple, we are indeed jus friends....... Well, guess wat she say I should go for the girl i like but........ Will the girl i like like me????? The relationship must be a two-way traffic..... If it is jus 1 way, 1 will end up suffering...... And guess wat.......... I don even know who is the 1 for me....
However, love doesn't mean that 2 person will be together..... 1 may have to let her go if she has found another person she really like and that they are both happy together...... And wish them all the best...... Well.......... Maybe, i should drown myself in my studies for the moment....... Jus to forget about all this complex yet warming emotion.......
I remember that my ex was very caring....... She knew that i am stress due to the transition from Sec Sch to JC... And that Chinese was brothering me....... But she would always find a way to cheer me up..... Even when my PW group came to my house to have a meeting, she would sit at 1 side and wait til i am done with the meeting unless something impt happen.......... Well, kind of sad that we have to break even i was the 1 to say it out..... I knew that she really like me..... But scars in the heart are hard to heal........ Moreover, i have a damn weird temper..... Guess everything is fated..........
Hm....... i wonder why today i write about all this things........ Maybe, i jus need some emotional support which seems to be lacking in my family as i do not wan to add to their heavy load..... My parents are working very hard jus to support my education......... Guess the least i could do is to deal this sort of problem myself....... But, sometimes we all need someone we can trust to talk to and to share our joy and sorrow........
Anyway...... Kind of late le......... Tml, i promise to accompany my friend back to her Sec Sch to collect her 'O' level cert.......... Bye Cya
............................................TigerFool =^o^=
Even, my closest friend ask me whether I have a stead or not....... After all this years of being mistaken as a couple, we are indeed jus friends....... Well, guess wat she say I should go for the girl i like but........ Will the girl i like like me????? The relationship must be a two-way traffic..... If it is jus 1 way, 1 will end up suffering...... And guess wat.......... I don even know who is the 1 for me....
However, love doesn't mean that 2 person will be together..... 1 may have to let her go if she has found another person she really like and that they are both happy together...... And wish them all the best...... Well.......... Maybe, i should drown myself in my studies for the moment....... Jus to forget about all this complex yet warming emotion.......
I remember that my ex was very caring....... She knew that i am stress due to the transition from Sec Sch to JC... And that Chinese was brothering me....... But she would always find a way to cheer me up..... Even when my PW group came to my house to have a meeting, she would sit at 1 side and wait til i am done with the meeting unless something impt happen.......... Well, kind of sad that we have to break even i was the 1 to say it out..... I knew that she really like me..... But scars in the heart are hard to heal........ Moreover, i have a damn weird temper..... Guess everything is fated..........
Hm....... i wonder why today i write about all this things........ Maybe, i jus need some emotional support which seems to be lacking in my family as i do not wan to add to their heavy load..... My parents are working very hard jus to support my education......... Guess the least i could do is to deal this sort of problem myself....... But, sometimes we all need someone we can trust to talk to and to share our joy and sorrow........
Anyway...... Kind of late le......... Tml, i promise to accompany my friend back to her Sec Sch to collect her 'O' level cert.......... Bye Cya
............................................TigerFool =^o^=
posted by TigerFool at Wednesday, September 22, 2004
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