Well, guess wat..... I play badminton for the whole day..... Had a lot of fun........... Playing with two totally different groups of ppl....... One the crappy and unserious brunch which i had lunch with, the other is the serious branch which play non-stop........ Well, that is til the J1 got mass P.E. in the hall due to the rain......

Then, came the sad part.......... Waiting for a call that never came........ Wonder why everyone lie to me on?????? Maybe, life is like that.... BITTER.... Anyway......... wat to do??????? haiz.........

I am beginning to hate myself le....... Lazy to study........... a very lousy guy.......... Afraid to face myself........... *sigh* These few day is one that I wish that I have not been though.... Even though, I have sorted my feeling...... I am still a bit unstable.......... Temper coming back..... Thinking of isolating myself again........ *cry* Think I will isolate myself if this really continue... And i am still unable to face my true feelings............ Maybe, in time she will know that the person I like is her..... But I guess she won't even notice that i like her......... Guess we will remain as friends for the moment..... And that I will have to "control" myself so that I won't say it out accidentally........... If not her life will be turn upside down........... And I won't want that to happen anyway........ I jus wan her to be happy and that is enough even if it make me sad ............ Somemore....... Who will like me anyway....... I totally suck loh........... And I am not good in anything........ *sigh*

Anyway, have to sleep le.... Tml still got opening......... *sigh* Have to wake up real early....... Bye cya........





..........................................TigerFool :'(