I don have the slightest idea of what's happening to me nowadays......... I used to go out with the slightest reason with can be very lame at times....... But now...... I don even want to go out...... Well, most of you will say just solve your problems loh..... But i got a really big problems: I don know wats wrong with me!!!!!!!!! Haiz.......... And to think that I will be alright...... Childish...... Looks like I have to take a step at a time.......

I am also losing my self-confidence also...... I never used to run back to see that i have lock the doors to my house...... And I am doing that or thinking if I have lock the doors properly everytime I go out.... So I will always end up being late..... Even for the Bio Paper 1, I woke up at 0758 And the Paper starts at 0800...... Luckily i could make it to school by 0809.. If not, there goes my Bio result...... I usually score in MCQ........ And I was never late for any exam before that............

Well, look like my friend forgot that she is suppose to call me yesterday.... Haiz......... I just hope that she will call me soon........... Anyway..... Today, woke up with my body aching so much that it doesn't want to get up...... But I got no choice but to force myself out of my bed but rolling out of it and falling to the floor.......*ouch* Reached mac at 0625 though...... To my surprise, I don need to open counter..... But I was ask to clean all the glass panels in and out..... Fun though....... But, to my horror, i need to run a counter........ I haven run it for like months le...... And with so much promotion going on and formula still in my brain..... How am i suppose to do it well..... Furthermore, i don like to smile also....... Haiz....... But, I still have to do it...... They don have enough crew le... Most of the students are on exam leave........ Leaving me and the aunties to run like hell....... With so much customers today and so little crews compared to a normal sat.... We are push beyond our limit..... And I ended up with a stomachache when I finish work...... Further more, i promise her that i would work on sat if i got nothing in sch..... Haiz....... Y am I so ****** 2 pid????? Got to eat the new cripsy prawn burger man..... It taste so good.........

Went to cut my hair by walking in the drizzle..... Say the wrong statement to the uncle........ Plus my mood nowaday........ mutiply by the things that happen to me these few days..... Subtract my weird temper nowadays..... Divided by the thought of someone and WALA....... A recipe for a damn short hair which I ended up with *sigh* Went straight home after that where i have been ever since...

Chat with my ex jus now........ For some reason or another, she seem to be able to control her temper............. Maybe, Because she got a stead le ba...... Or she has mature le........ But to my sources, her temper is still the same and I am still able to stand it for some reason...... Haiz........ Hope that she will be happy always............... Cos i will always remember her............. Now that she is back in sg from melb.......... Hope she enjoy her holidays here........

Well, at least she is happy....... That is good enough for me...... I just hope that i am able to stand up again after wat happen ......... But I don think that i will be able to do it....... Cos I have no emotional support from someone that i can trust completely due to some reason or another..... Haiz......

Anyway got to go Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz............ Le... Tml opening.... Got to wake up damn early again..... Haiz........... Wat a hard life.........





.......................................TigerFool :'(