Think I going to write a rather sad blog again.... So be prepared........ =/

Well..... Been very very very very very busy....... So haven blog for a long time le.......... Spent my birthday out-field in Area D feeding mosquitoes again...... Cook maggie mee of dinner for the night....... camo my myself and my big 5-tonner....... Well.... That's how I spent my birthday...... haiz..... T_T..... Alone........ Wat make it even worse is that few (countable with 1 hand) remember my birthday........ Oh well..... Guess I am really a Loner.........

Since I last blog....... Been driving almost everyday..... If not doing thing in camp...... I am a Human too..... Now I am worn out physically........ Due to the lack of rest...... Haiz...... Don enough Drivers they said......... So no choice....... T_T

Donno for wat reason I am feeling down again....... And to say the truth it suck..... Cos I can face the problem and overcome it if I know wat is it.... But I don...... So how am I going to face let alone overcome it........... Guess I need time alone again..... But is this a long term solution???? I don think so...... So I thinking of other alternatives...... But I am a loner..... Who can I turn to..... Friends seldom find me........ Campmates don find me unless they wan to ask me to do something..... Girlfriend??? I don have 1........ Family??? Don wan to bother them...... Haiz..... T_T Luckily..... This few weeks are going to be rather busy again..... Going to make myself tired and forget about my problems for the moment....... But guess I going to face it sooner or later..... Come to think of it..... It has been bothering me for quite some time le..... Jus that I have been either avoiding it or making myself busy to forget it....... Wat I really need is a long term solution......Wonder wat that will be???? Haiz........... T_T





.........................TigerFool =^o^=
Wonder When Will I Ever Be Really happy Deep Down In My Heart....
I Feel So Empty Now................. T_T